cheesecake friends 2003-06-08 & 10:16 p.m. Earlier today I followed the Reva lead and put up a biography of sorts that's really just a list of 100 things about myself. So I'm vain and self-indulgent, so what. It was fun. You should try it. I don't think that the Crush is interested anymore, "anymore" assuming that he was at one point. He's pretty indifferent to me lately, today in particular. So be it. Did I say something to put him off last time we talked? The world may never know. The end. I'm feeling a little let down and still kind of misled, but it's nothing new. Yes, The End. I made an extremely tasty and sinful key lime cheesecake last night. It took a few hours, but it was soothing. I took it to church today because I was asked to bring goodies. I wanted to try the recipe but not to have a whole cheesecake in my house, so this seemed like a good opportunity. Lots of people complimented me on it, which is kind of what I hope for sometimes, that people will like my cooking. I wonder if I'm seeking approval through food. If I believed in therapy I might take it up with some shrink-type so they could analyze me. I'll just do it myself, and say that sometimes I'm socially weird so I use food as an opening to make friends. Yeah, that's it. Too bad the cheesecake was too late to catch Crush's attention. Sigh.
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